putrifying piscean carcasses

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at first glance on memories
it would appear.
you enjoyed my company
perhaps even loved me
at least thought i was special.
but i am a coward and time still moves.
just like a heart.
now it seems your options
are too many
and too beautiful.
opened and wounded from the very get go.
i will give you my hope.
and you will accept it. and destroy it.
transcending logic.
spilled tobacco and ash.
rub them into your eyes
i am a coward.
you are dreaming now
only because you believe in memory.
the day will start.
it will roll by.
i am a coward.
i will think of you for most
but will never show you.
you may think of me a little.
probably more than i know
but not enough to be grand and reckless.
relief by you brings desire for release from you
and i will begin to compose our breakdown
moment to moment
the connection will fade
eyes will remain deep but unfamiliar
then we can wonder.
explore what might have been
the place in history we refused to stamp.
the risk that we didn't take.
and the humans that
we couldn't love.

My one, my only, my music....



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in this photo, i have switched the cat element from a real cat to a poorly painted cat face with ears on my eyebrows. the sexy element, i believe, still holds true.

My adoreable housemate is leaving our fair shores to dance with the sun in vietnam.
However he will be in SYDNEY for 8 days beforehand.
If anybody can help Pierre out from the 24th DEC - 2nd JAN he will be very appreciative.
and may I just say.....
BEST HOUSEGUEST EVER!!!!!!

Please phone to shelter Pierre
0423 505 251
or msg, or email or anything

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KTHNXBAI!

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-Perth-Brunei-Dubai-London-Queniborough

Dear Racists,

For the first time in my life, I feel ashamed to be Australian.
I do not read newspapers. I rarely watch the news for fear of not being told the truth. However it is partially because of my reluctance to remain ‘uninformed’ that I find it rather easy to be positive. It’s a kind of re-sensitisation, an investment in the human soul. I give everyone I meet the benefit of the doubt, I believe that everyone in the whole world feels love, feels compassion, and are essentially human. Don’t get me wrong, I am not naïve. People call me naïve but I like to think that it is absolutely 100% by choice. For me, it is a matter of survival, a way for a gentle person to function in an increasingly violent world. A dangerous choice for someone so sensitive. Because I have ‘sheltered’ myself for so long, when I am exposed to human atrocities, I am devastated.

I have been doing research all morning for an up and coming show. I am researching Maroubra beach and the Cronulla race riots. OMFG! I never thought it could happen. Thousands of well fed, rich, free, LUCKY, beautiful people rioting against and bashing other well fed, rich, free, LUCKY, beautiful people because they have inherited a different culture. HAVE WE REALLY BECOME THAT FUCKING BORED AND STUPID????!!!!! Are we really the spoilt brat country? I truly and honestly fear for our future. This is a much heavier blow for me than any ‘terrorist attack’ or natural disaster for it is the loss of compassion, love and tolerance of human beings towards other human beings. I cry and cry at the hundreds of images showing red blooded, thick necked, hairy, true-blue men and stunningly bronzed, golden haired ‘beach babes.’ The pride of Australia. The shame of Australia. The bastardised MacDonald’s generation who have never had to suffer and spend their days at the beach. Thankyou fuckers. Thankyou for re igniting my hatred for the human race. Thankyou for helping me to appreciate the value of intelligent and gentle people.
I hope you are all infertile.

Peace out,
Tess